2 More Weeks! (And A Scare)

Until :drum roll pleaseeee: THE ULTRASOUND! Seems like it has been forever! Although we did kind of cheat and get to see the baby yesterday. Yeah, definitely not planned! Let me explain.

So Sunday night we got in kind of late from being at the in laws. They are redoing their bathroom and of course the husband has to do much of the work on it. Well I went to the bathroom just to pee but then thought well apparently I need to do the other as well. So I did my business and while I was I felt kind of a few sharp pains and a lot of pressure but nothing totally awful, you know? So I stand up and by now Chloe is in there with me (of course, a mama can never go to the bathroom alone!) and she goes, oh, red! And I look down and see a toilet with yes, RED in it! I then wiped and wiped bright blood twice. I was shocked and just clueless. My mind was trying to compute and I start thinking, I'm not due for my period, trying to rationalize! I wiped in the back to make sure it wasn't coming from there, and it wasn't. Then I called Lee in there and tell him what is going on and he's like why are you bleeding, and I said I don't know!

So I hurry to my phone and call the hospital and tell them I need to talk to the on call OB. She asks my name and what is going on and then quickly got me in touch with the doctor thank goodness. So I tell him what is going on and he asks me if we have had sex, no, how much blood, am I hurting, etc. Essentially he told me I need to be checked out. I could come to the ER or wait and go in the morning to my doctor. I decided to wait and go in the morning. ER bills are outrageous and of course I have no insurance. He told me if I started hurting worse or bleeding more to def go to the ER though.

THANK GOD I never did bleed anymore after that initial spout. I was crampy/uncomfortable though the rest of the night and next day. Today I feel better thank goodness.

So I get off the phone and am just shaking I'm about to flip out and trying really hard not to think of all the things that could be wrong. I kept holding on to the fact I felt the baby move that morning and that I wasn't bleeding anymore so I was probably fine. Lee was so sweet taking care of Chloe and taking care of me, etc. I was doing ok in the crying department until I had to call my dad to tell him I'd be late that next day at work, then I lost it. My mom talked to me for a bit and that helped some, and I finally calmed down and got in bed. Lee and I watched cooking shows till 12 o'clock lol, I knew I would need to be really sleepy before I could try and nod off.

So the ER doc told me to just show up at my drs office at opening the next day and they would be more likely to get me in. So Lee took off that morning thank God and we got there about ten after they opened at 8:30. And ended up not getting out of there till 11! UGH, mainly it was because my doctor had a dentist appt that morning and it took him forever to get in the office -_-. But I love him and his nurses and they were so sweet with me. I did my normal weigh and pee in a cup thing (128lbs now) and then he came in and asked what was going on etc. Then he told me to get undressed so he could examine me. He said he could tell I had bled a little bit but everything looked good down there, cervix was closed, etc. He said I was measuring good and all. Before all that he listened for the heartbeat. It took him longer then I wanted (which was in reality just seconds) but he found it! Good strong 140 like normal. I was so relieved! The nurse came to my head and said you going cry happy tears now? And I just about lost it!! Thanks! I didn't need help! Lol. So after that he told me to get dressed and we would do an ultrasound to make sure all looked well in there.

He did it himself since the techs were busy. That was really nice of him. He slathered my belly up and here we go! It was SO different then last time! You could see every limb and his hands, toes, etc. Was so neat! He got a really good shot of his heart beating. And then the little guy/gal started bouncing around and moving his hands up by his face, it was so sweet!! He told us he thinks he saw a scrotum but he reserves the right to be wrong, lol! But I'm going with it, I knew it was a boy all along! Anyway, he said he could see where I bled a little, but it looked fine. And that my placenta wasn't abnormally low (we were afraid of that). So basically everything looked fine and really not sure why I had bled! Relief, but kind of frustrating! I'm going with the theory of just busting something sensitive when I pooped, lol.

So I still go back in 2 weeks for my ultrasound and blood test. Thank goodness! I still need confirmation from that one before I go buying boy clothes! (doesn't mean I haven't started looking seriously at boy bedding and nursery's online, though! ;) )

 We have kind of settled on a name for him, Gage. (I think Lee just likes it because it sounds like gauge, as in guns, lol) Maybe Gage Anthony Mickle? But Anthony seems overdone...and yes its his daddies middle name but also my sis in laws boys middle name.

As for girl names I like these, although Lee has not signed off on ANY of them o_-

Brynn (Brynne)
Harper
Autumn
Summer
Lena
Caylee

So um, yeah, girl names are way easier for me then boy. I kind of like Colin and Cole also for boy names, but I didn't really want to go matchy matchy you know, Chloe and another C name. Kinda cheesy.

So anyway! The cool thing is my ultrasound is on July 3rd, so I can make my big announcement at the 4th of July shindig we do every year at my aunt and uncles. The uncool thing is my own parents won't be there! They are taking a four day weekend, boo! So I guess they get to hear over the phone :(.

Well I am at week 16! Definitely got a pooch now that seems huge to me, but just barely noticeable to everyone else. Although Lee has taking to rubbing it as he passes by me at times, its sweet. I started definitely feeling the baby move Fathers Day, and today he has been very active! The last 10 minutes he has been going at it in there, lol. Thump after thump.

Here is a few weeks ago at week 14 (second trimester began!)

And today, my 16 week picture,

So I have been feeling okay. I have to sit careful almost every time though, if I don't its very uncomfortable. Feels like I'm pushing my uterus up or something, its weird. I don't remember this with Chloe. I am also easily fatigued, breathe hard about just lifting Chloe into the car seat, lol. Which I am much less active with this kid. I just don't feel like getting up and walking every morning, or after work, like I did with Chlo. I get up, go to work, come home, sit on the couch until I have to make dinner. And thats about it! SOMETIMES I can make myself get up and go swimming with Chloe or something. She loves the pool!

Fathers Day was really fun. (Well, aside from that night!!) We grilled chicken and corn, swam, just had fun. Chloe and I got Lee a bunch of neat grilling things. I did have to go back to church to play violin at the 5 o'clock service, but it didn't take too long. We haven't seen Lee much at all lately. The last two weeks he has either been working late or over at his parents with that stinking bathroom. Which thank God is about done.

Well guess that is about it for now!

Appointment #2

Just got back in from the doctor appointment! I feel like I was there a long time, but really was in and out within an hour, which is really good for a ob appointment! I did have to wait on the dr in the room for like 30 minutes, I guess what was what felt so draggy. Next time I'm sitting in the soft chair and not on the stupid table!

So! He came in and said all was great with my blood work. Negative for all the bad stuff, told me I was immune to rubella, thats good! (He said I was either vaccinated or had the german measles, which I'm pretty sure I didn't). Also said my blood type is O positive. Also said my blood level was really good as well as everything else. Yeah, I was anemic last time. I started taking that new prenatal with iron, and even though I'm good now I'm gonna keep taking it. I gained one pound he said, which was weird. I measured 130 my first appointment, which was huge for me. Then today I measured 128, whew. I guess he is going off my pre-pregnancy weight of 127 or so. Either way, I'm so glad I am not over 130!

He measured my belly and said I'm measuring around 9 or 10 weeks, which Jamie has been measuring a week or so off the whole time, lol. She is 28 weeks now! Her baby shower is in just a few weeks, I'm so excited. I made a neat glitter letter thing with Olivia's name last night for it. Also got supplies to make part of her present. Its a ribbon/headband holder in the colors of her room. She is gonna love it! Its still like three weeks away, but I am feelin crafty lately, lol. I also bought her a purple bumbo, hehe. She will be pretty excited.

Anyway, sorry, got off track. He then said "usually we can hear the baby at 12 weeks, but your so skinny you wanna give it a try??" I was like, of course! Haha, so he slimed me up and looked around for it. Didn't take him long to find it, just hard to keep a hold of it. Guess the baby was being wiggly! I love getting to hear it, about teared up! She/he sounded like a washing machine, haha. He said the heart rate was in the 150's. So according to the old wives tale, its a boy! It was around there at the ultrasound as well. We shall seeee... I need to find my doppler!!!!

So I then asked him about Chloe's hemangioma, if he thought it was more likely for my next to have one too. He hem hawed around a minute and then said it is a possibility because its hereditary. I told him I was afraid it would be on his/her face. (The face ones are usually by the eye or mouth, both really bad places for obvious reasons!) He said it would likely be in the same spot if the baby did have one, as my previous child. So thats a bit of a relief. I need to do some research.

Well thats about it!

Feeling So Much Better (11 Weeks)

Well you will hear a lot less complaining this post, thank goodness! As of week 10 or so (last week) the nausea has subsided and the mind numbing exhaustion has gone! Praise the Lord! I am still pretty picky about what I eat, but nowhere near as bad as before. Anything that involves syrup (pancakes etc) is acceptable. Macaroni and cheese, yum. Any sort of red meat is good. Sweet stuff of course is always fine. I'm drinking a lot of sweet tea (as usual) or water with lemon. Really like that at restaurants. At home I try to flavor my bottled water with the bottle lemon stuff, although its not as good, lol. As for aversions, still can't eat my favorite lunch food, grilled chicken pita from guthries, and a lot of times salad I can't get down. Pizza has not been sitting lately either, boo. And the heartburn is here already, ugh.

So I have been awful taking belly pictures this time around. I have had a pooch since 6 weeks and I don't think its going away. Either this week or next my uterus is going to become too large to stay within my pelvis bones so I will probably just be trading bloat for actual belly, lol.

I got some cute shirts at the consignment store the other day (all for either a dollar or two!) and then we went to burlington and I got two really cute shorts and another shirt. So I'm doing good for now! I still would like another pair of pants and capris.

We finally made our 'official' announcement, on mothers day, hehe. Here it is:

The pictures came out so cute! Chloe is freakin adorable! Here are a few more:

Love them!! Here in a few weeks I'm going to do Jamie's prego pics, I can't wait. I have all kinds of ideas for her I've been finding on pinterest, love that place!!

Not a whole lot going on other then that. Lee was getting good side jobs in but now they have trickled to a stop. :( There is one really good opportunity if he can get it, but we re still waiting to hear. It's sad though because all of the money from the last one went straight to bills and car repair. Sigh. I'm going to try to pay a hundred at every baby appointment, but that will not put much of a dent in 2,500.

Oh, I have my next appointment tomorrow! I'm sure it will be pretty routine. Hear the heartbeat, how are you feeling, etc. Then tell me how my blood-work came out from the last appointment. I will be going by myself I'm sure. No biggie. I'm still excited though ;). It is killing me I still cannot find my home doppler to hear the baby. I have one, but its freaking DISSAPEARED! I have looked all over for it, Jamie was wanting to use it and for a couple months off and on I have searched for it. BOO. Lee thinks I loaned it out but everyone I have asked about it said they did not have it. Its in that flipping house somewhere, I wish it would come out! I think Chloe would think it really neat to hear her little bro/sister. Then let me listen to her heart. She is saying its a little sister, of course, haha. I'm pretty content right now, I was chomping at the bit to find out but I'm just chill now. I will be happy to know though so I can start looking at decorating ideas etc.

Well guess thats all, till later!  

First Appointment! (Second time around ;)

Well its two weeks later, but I am finally blogging about it! I think I was mostly just kind of depressed about it. Everything went well, don't get me wrong, the thing that bothered me was they told me I was two weeks BEHIND what I thought I was. So disheartening!! I was only 7 weeks when I thought I was 9. -_-

Anyway the mother in law went with me because Lee had to work an hour away. So it would have been him  driving to work, coming back to the hospital, driving back to work and then back home. Just ridiculous  If it had been our first baby we probably would have done it, but we are both a little more relaxed this time, lol.

So I met the new doctor! He was really nice. Funny and easy to talk to. The nurse was awesome too, shes so sweet. She stayed in there most of the time which was nice. 

So first they had me sit in the room and wait for a bit and then the nurse came in and did the family history run down. Then he came in for a bit and talked to me. After that the chair at the lab opened up so I went and gave them like six vials of blood, good grief. Then back to the room to get naked, yeah, so he could do my pap smear I was due for. I let the mother in law out of the room for that one, haha. It was so great she came, I would never have been able to handle all that AND Chloe. Speaking of her, she sat as still and quiet as a mouse. I think she was afraid we were at the doctor for her! And was not going to make her self known, haha.

So he said my cervix and all looked good, nice healthy pregnancy look to it. Then he proceeds to inform me I have a backward tipped uterus. What?? I'm nearly 30 years old and have been having regular OBGYN appts for years and I am just NOW hearing this?? Thanks previous doctor.  So anyway, its no big deal. Like 1 in 3 women have one that tips forward or backward. Just thought it was something I'd like to have known.

After that I got to get dressed and head to the ULTRASOUND ROOOOMM! Yeah! Here is our little butter bean! We also got to hear the heartbeat, it sounded so strong and good!! The baby was too small to be moving much so we just sorta saw a blob. The black stuff is the amniotic fluid, and the whole rest of the area is my uterus.

This was when I found out I was way off on my due date. So instead of mid Nov I am due the first of Dec, the 3rd. UGH!! I really, really didn't want a December baby. So I'm hoping I won't have to evict this one and will go early! But we got to hear the heartbeat and see it and it was so neat. Chloe wasn't sure what to think,  LOL. Oh, I forgot to mention because of how my uterus tips and also I was so early along, she couldn't see anything with a normal ultrasound so I had to drop my pants again and have a vaginal one. Those are SO fun! -_- But it was of course worth it!

So after that we were done! We decided my fav mexican restaurant sounded good so headed there after I stopped by work to show my mom and dad the pictures. 

So after this doctors appointment everything has gone down hill. Actually about the beginning of my 6th week. I feel like CRAP most of the day. EVERY DAY. And some days are worse then others. Like Friday I just didn't feel like getting off the coach all day. Thank goodness it was my day off.

When I feel bad I get so ill and very hard to get along with. At least in regards to my poor husband. I'm nauseous most of the day. And about an hour or two after I eat I get so hungry its ridiculous  I mean that kind of stomach-twisting-I-haven't-eaten-ALL-DAY hunger. It sucks. And what really sucks is even though I'm starving, I'm not. I mean, I don't WANT to eat. It's about impossible to find something I think will stay down. And usually even if it is something I think I want, I usually have to make myself eat it. 

SUCKS! Did I mention that?? And I'm not done. The bloating is HORRENDOUS. I started bloating like a month in. Seriously. I look like I am about 20 weeks most of the time. And its all bloat, no baby. Depressing. So I just look fat really (its all about under my belly button). Plus this means normal clothes are totally out of the question unless they are unbottoned and most times unzipped. I have to use a hair rubber band to keep them up, or use the belly band thing I have. Or just say the heck with it and wear my maternity clothes, which I'm doing today, lol. I really like my maternity capris, they are pretty darn cute. But most of my shirts I have now come to just around the top of my belt (which I can no longer wear) and that is not long enough to cover unbuttoned pants/belly bands, etc. And do you think I have money to buy more clothes? Hahahahaha. NO. Sigh, I'm such a complainer aren't I??

I was nowhere near this bad with Chloe. So does that mean boy? Or just a particularly ornery girl!? lol. Chinese calendar was saying boy, but now that I likely conceived in March instead of Feb it is saying girl. So we will see! My 'mommy feeling' is boy, I had the same feeling with Chloe, but girl. So we will see if my insticts are right around July sometime!

Not much else going on. Next appointment is the 15th!

Here We Go Again!

Yup, here comes baby dos!!

As you can see I'm pretty excited, quite a bit different reaction from the FIRST time! At that time I was completely freaked out and in a tailspin! I feel so much more relaxed and ready this time. It's a, been there done that, went through HADES and came out! Kind of feeling. I'm good to go. ;)

So I had my period in February, I can't remember exactly what day but I guessed the second week pretty well. They calculate your due date off the first day of your last period. Which would put me due in November! Prolly early to mid. Winter baby this time! I didn't get to really wear winter maternity clothes last time, so that will be fun, hehe.

I already feel SO FAT. My tummy is seriously as big as I was a month from now with Chloe. I have been so bloated and gassy with this one too! It's really been quite different. I haven't been nauseated at all like I was with the her, no headaches. No heartburn (yet, that will come doubtless). I'm eating well. I AM very tired and sleepy a lot of times. When it gets to 8pm I am ready for BED. Which of course little girl still has an hour or two of play in her! Not to mention the husband has an hour or two more of tv he wants to watch -_-.

One thing that is really annoying at this point though is getting off my depression meds. I slowly weaned off them and am now not taking them at all but STILL having withdrawal symptoms  Mainly my head spinning all of a sudden for no reason. So. Freaking. Annoying. I have been trying to get off for nearly a month now. Ugh!! So that is definitely not helping me feel great.

Anyway, I started those in November of last year. I was tired of being a unrelenting, patience-less B**CH. And within days I was a new person. Those things are LEGIT!! (I was on 20mg of a generic brand of Celexa) It sucks the depression meds affect the baby though when your pregnant. They CAN be taken, but there is a certain amount of risk to the baby. (possible miscarriage, birth defects, problems with withdrawal after delivery) and I'm just not going to do it. They say to only take them if the benefits outweigh the risks. Well I know I can survive without them, so I'm going to! The good thing is I should be able to get back on them after the baby is born, (I will probably do a lower dose) whew, so if I can just survive until then!

So my first appointment is next Friday! Can't wait! I am also seeing a new doctor, which I have mixed feelings about. My previous doctor has joined a new practice that is out of Birmingham (about an hour from us) and while she is still seeing patients here in my town, she is only delivering out of Birmingham. Boo. But I was okay with that. What I was not okay with is the policy's of the new practice she is with.

 I went to the office a few days after I took my positive prego test to get them to confirm. They all were nice in there, but didn't seem to really care that I was there, mainly in the lab part. I went in and did my pee thing and came out. There were two nurses in the room right next to the bathroom (the lab) and I stood there waiting, not really knowing what to do?? (Last time I was put in a room, as was my sister in law who found out she was pregnant in Nov) So finally she says, something like, it takes a few minutes, and then says, I have a faint positive. (faint because I was just barely pregnant) So then I proceed to tell them my period was in Feb, so I figured I was due in November.  They don't really say anything and then just give me my paperwork and I'm done. They didn't even try to figure out my due date for me! So I go to the front desk and then am told I have to call the Birmingham office before I can schedule a visit. What the??

Anyway, I finally (after numerous calls and messages) get a hold of them later that week. I tell them what is going on and she proceeds to tell me how much it will cost etc. It is BAD. They want $350 the first visit (for what she never said) and then $2,500 the second. Yeah, no payments. Cough up two grand NOW! And wait until you hear what it covered. Dr's visits and her delivery fee. THAT IS ALL. :choke: No ultrasounds, no lab work. So I ask her, is there any way to make payments on the 2,500. She says she will have to talk to her supervisor. She is gone for at least five minutes before she comes back and tells me that they won't give her a straight answer and she will call me back first thing in the morning! What?? And do you think I have heard from her? Two weeks later? NOPE. Not a word. Where did these people learn to do business??

Well I call Lee and tell him the situation and then it comes to me, why don't I call the OB doctors here and see what they can do for me. Yes, I will have to see a male doctor since all the female doctors went to the new practice, but if its a better situation I will get over it! It was MUCH better. They are $2,500 for everything. Any lab work, ultrasound, and the appts and delivery fee plus when I see the doctor again for post delivery. The best part; they only want $75 the first visit and I can make payments on the rest! They just want it paid by the 5th month if possible. Thank GOD! And I'm really happy about delivering in my town again and not having to worry about an hour drive while I'm in labor! Although it would have been nice to have my doctor appointments here in town instead of out by the hospital, but oh well. I really am quite unsettled about the male doctor. Lee said he wasn't sure he wanted to come to any appointments where the doctor will be doing anything down there, if you know what I mean, haha, he said it was just weird. Tell me about it!! But, this is one of the most sought after doctors for OB in like, the entire northern/central part of my state. Everyone freaking LOVES him, so I should be fine! Who knows, I might like him better then my lady doctor!

Well, sorry for the boring book on all that!

In other news! I am just loving life right now. My baby girl is the light of our life, Lee and I are so happy, he's getting so MANY side jobs all of a sudden. God is taking SUCH good care of us. We are struggling each month to pay bills still, but we are trying and trying to get in the green and out of the red. Our church is doing great, we are going to 4 services now and starting a building program to put more seats in! I am playing violin each service and really enjoying it. I've moved my playing to a higher level then I have ever been before.

Gotta talk about my baby girl! I love going back and reading what she was doing at what age. She is SO FLIPPING FUNNY. The stuff that comes out of her mouth has us laughing multiple times each day. I LOVE the 2's! Who said they were terrible??

The other day our new schnauzer puppy Toto, ran out across the road and she said in the funniest little matter of fact voice, "Toto, your gonna get runned over" I about died! She copies everything we say and remembers  it for later. She also says "I sure will/I sure can" a lot if you ask her a question or to get you something. Too cute, she learned those from her Hami. She has been saying I love you a lot to us the last month or as well, just randomly all day. It's adorable. She is such a sweet, loving, considerate little girl. I love her serving/loving spirit. She can be stubborn (oh Lord, can she be stubborn) and a bit melodramatic, but her good way, way, way outweighs the undesirable. I rarely have to give her spankings anymore, and usually a time out works better then a spanking. She takes them to heart and gets so worked up you can't get her to do much but have a meltdown after one.

I do wish she was more independent  She has gotten better about doing things by herself, but still very needy. She's more timid then I like as well, I want her to stand up for herself and be more confident. But I also don't want her to be rude/a bully or cocky. The more time she spends around her cousin Luke though I see her doing more about not being a push over. Although he takes it too far!
But for now we are just nurturing and molding her as best we know how! I can't help but thinking, how will we top this adorable, beautiful, sweet child?? Or not really top, but is it possible the next will be just as awesome?!

So I'm thinking this little bun cooking is going to be of the male variety. This pregnancy is already so different. Plus the chinese calendar said it was going to be a boy, and of course it can't be wrong! ;) We shall see! I will probably find out in the month of June sometime. We are having an awful time coming up with names. I like a few but Lee has not approved of many. MAYBE two of them. Here is what we have so far:

Girl:
Lena
Caylee
Harper
Brynne
Krysta

Boy:
Colin
Caden
Braden

Boy names are so hard for me to come up with. They all sound girly to me, or weird or I know someone with that name. I'll keep researching!

Well thats about all for now! I'll try to blog after my dr appointment next week!

Hello 2013!

Been quite a while since I did a post, so figured it was past time!

I can't believe how much little girl has grown up in the past months. This Christmas was SO fun with her since she knew pretty well what was going on! Next year will be even better. She got so excited about Christmas trees and such that we got one like the first week of December, unheard of for us! She loved all her toys too. She kept telling me she wanted a baby violin, a PURPLE baby violin for Christmas so I got her that. And she got a big dollhouse from Nene and Papa and a adorable kitchen from her other grandparents. They are now taking up a quarter of our living room, lol.

She is talking so well now. She has always had the cutest little voice. She pronounciates so well and its rare that we don't understand her! She is always asking "wheres Lukey??" though, which gets old quick! ;)

Shes so sweet, always so quick to share and give to others. Her crying and fits are SO much less frequent and she is much happier. The older she gets the more and more fun we have together. Love my sweet baby! She wakes up so happy and smiley every morning and after her naps, such a blessing. She sleeps very well at night, and takes good two hour or more naps once a day around 12-2.

I still have a hard time getting her to eat anything that isn't sweet though. She eats like a bird when she does eat! Oats are still acceptable but definitely not her favorite anymore, sadly. She loves bread still, any sort of candy and chocolate of course, apple juice, boost (her absolute fav, I told Lee its like her crack!) cereal, eggos, biscuits, 'mini wheats' (what she calls her chocolate cream of wheat her Hami brings over for her breakfast when she takes care of her) french fries, baked beans, and lots of others I'm forgetting.

The hubbys sister watches her on Mondays usually, and his mom watches her Tues and Wed. She comes to work with me Thurs and we are off Fridays! Works well! We are thinking about throwing a wrench in the plans though, well, just a change of plans really, MAYBE.

On Saturday I thought I might be pregnant. (throwing up last weekend, and again this weekend, weird) YEAH. So lately I have been contemplating not even having any more children and now that I know I'm not (period showed up this morning) I wish I was! I think I'm ready again! It also doesn't help that my younger brothers wife (who I was pregnant with the last time) is expecting again! She is about 2 months in. SIGH. I have lots of reasons why now is a good time, but one BIG negative. MONEY. It cost us over $7,000 out of pocket to have Chloe since we have no insurance and can't qualify for medicaid.

Positives:
1. My sister in law/friend is prego again!
2. I'm going to be 30 in Oct, complications are much more likely 30+
3. Chloe will be 3 by the time I have another, don't really want a bigger gap then that
4. The cost of having a baby is only going to go up

So, I don't know. I'm praying about it as is Lee, and we need to pray together as well. Lee thinks it is kind of irresponsible to have one when we really don't have the money. I kind of agree, but we would have had to find it, and we will find it. But it would be borrowing from my mom and dad, etc...
Wish we had health insurance!!

Anyway, not much else going on, til later...

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